The past
The more time we spend together, the more I realize how much my life has been incomplete without you.
Any moment we've spent together has felt like a dream to me and I still don't fully realize that this is actually real.
No matter what has happened up to now, the bad moments as well as the good moments, they have all enriched my life and me fall for you over and over again.
Right now
Even right now, I'm probably grinning like an idiot thinking I'm the most lucky and happiest person alive.
Being able to make you happy by just talking to you, pleasuring you, buying you gifts, patting your back, listening to you vent, having you explain stuff to me, or me explaining stuff to you, make me so absorbed in the moment that I instantly forget about time or anything else.
I feel like I'm constantly absorbed into infinitely small moments over and over again, and every instance just gets better and better.
I crave every moment I spend with you and any time we're apart I just think of the next moment we get to spend time together again.
The future
Even writing this section already makes me giddy and fills me up with so much positive emotions.
Just imagining all of the things we can do in the future makes me want to speed forward time just so we can instantly get to the most amazing parts. And even then I feel like I would regret fast-forwarding, because any small, little moment I spend with you even online is extremely preasure to me and I wouldn't want to miss any of it.
Some of the things that immediately make me feel happy just imagining it:
- LIVING TOGETHER AHHHHH!
- Creating a super cute setup and decorating our place
- Watching and gaming stuff together!!
- Raising our pets together
- Going to fun events
- Traveling all over the world
- Going to good restaurants and cooking you delicious chicken
- Listening to you talk about your day
- You know what this implies...
- Raising our children together omg
- And much much much much much more
I also made a small gift...
A small gift
I hope it's not too cringe for you... but I wrote a short fairy tale about us
Don't expect too much though, I felt like this was the best way to express myself and even then the writing and story are pretty awkward so I can hope you can bear with it.